I thought that as I got older
things would settle down, and I could slip into the life I had created that I
was often too busy to appreciate. Now that
I am in this place, everything that I hold precious and dear seems to be fading
away.
It seems that in the nature of life within the world we live
eventually everything falls and crumbles only to begin a new structure again.
Today God reminds me that there is a time and season for
everything. I can’t think of a better example then the metaphor he shows us
through the changing seasons. The summer
is a time for living and playing within the life we have built; the fall a time
to harvest and contemplate upon all which we have accomplished; the winter a
time to morn all that we’ve lost, and recover after a time of healing; and the
spring a time of new birth and beginnings.
How many winters must we go through to get to the place
where our springs can burst forth. For
each person that time of grief and healing is individual and can have no time
set. But eventfully the bulbs beneath
the surface begin to push against the pain, and we can no longer hold them back
from breaking through into new life. We
are then once again in the mist of Gods reformation. We are once again in the flow of life moving
toward more growth and beauty that life has yet to offer us.
How do we get to this point? Not one day or month at a time,
but within each moment we can bring our awareness. Things come and go but as long as we are
here, there are chances for new beginnings.
